| i didn't talk to her almost 1 week...and she also doesn't want to talk to me.. i understand whats going ON.. but... i never try this before.. maybe i really wanna go.. !!! its ok... it doesn't matter.. TIME will help me to solve all the problems..
LET IT BE....... LET IT BE...... LET IT BE......... LET IT BE........ where are you now??... plz contact me if you can.... but hope you are really fine...and i am always here for you.. just dot worry about that... u should have a good rest and i will help u and handle all the things.. so PLZ....KEEP YOUR SOUL TO REST IN PEACE |
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| I have a NEW SON!!! he was born in hk...his chinese name is 豬彪..english name is Bill Chu...... when i saw him that moment..i promised myself to take extra care of him..i swore to god that i have to know him very well soon..he is a priceless...he is such a gem..and my first son..小白...my second son 小黑...they are so sweet and they always be with me..special 小黑...i bring him to disney everyday.,.. because he told me he loves disneyland so much... About 小白... he is so quiet... he just wants to stay home everyday... he like coffee so much.. sometimes I bring him to go starbucks to have some coffee with him....and i almost chat with him everynight... sometimes i am so busy... i have no time to chat with him...he get mad at me.. his face was so black..!! like no electric..i was so sad at that time.. so now..i try my best to chat with him every night.. after chatting with him.. he will be so happy.. thats why his body is a little bit hot..... i cannot believe that i have 3 sons in this month.. my life just like my mum... 3 handsome sons...    i am so grateful for this.. THANKS GOD FOR BRING THEM TO ME.. |
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| Recently i really feel weird... i don't know what is going on..i really feel tired always.. but when i go to the bed.. i really cannot fall sleep..when i close my eyes.. i just cannot help that so many things appear in my mind.... Maybe because something is really happened...about my FAMILY and Friends...i really need to be alone to figure out what the problems are harassing me ALWAYS..i know i cannot be like this anymore.. because i feel vexation..like number of ants are encroaching my brain!!!! And i really miss someone so much..but someone is gone.. and i wish that i will see her again...God bless her..i will always pray for U.... STOP THE WAR.. I DON'T WANNA FIGHT ANYMORE... |
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| my knees are so painful... cuz of the basketball game. haha.. i am not blaming.. i just feel happy cuz it's so much fun to play with them..and also some special guests were there aman..candy and cola.... i am so thankful for that.. and it's my first time to see cola and candy were playing basketball.. i was so glad to see them playing basketball cuz they are really good basketball players.."i think when candy knows that i am telling everyone who visit my xanga that she is a good player.. she must so proud of herself... ..but to be honest.. i thoguth she is a clumsy.. but not really... she is very active and intelligent. OH gosh. when she see this.. she must laugh so hard in front of the computer... FOR SURE" one more thing that we had a great dinner althought it's cheap!! hehe..YUMMY HAVE A GOOD REST..MY frdS........... |
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| "No secret....with eye contacts..." i had a really fun night today..Absolutely!!Cuz..what we chat.. are really so secrecy. haha.. i was really shocked cuz some of our secrets.. we really chat all the things from our hearts with laughing but no lie..no doubt..<--(Hopefully) hehe... One thing that i really wanna say is ..yeah we have so many frds...but i need just a few.. it's ok for me if it's just one or two..who really support..stand by my side and feel for me...and No betray..thats really enough for me.. and thanks god.. cuz i am sure that i found some. Love u guys........so so so much |
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